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Y Foel, winged before the throne,

Raven-tipped, discreetly still.

The light behind her, barefoot, at the door.

No voice. A sighing distant cloud.

Peat dark pools hide skulls that speak

In tongues long gone, this curlew keening.

Our cynefin, our maes agored,

Our ffynnonau, as it were.

And there, Y Foel, seated calm,

Measuring the tides, turning still

From the neon worm, from the fiery fevered

Dreaming empty minds, rabid with wishful futures

That shall not hold.

And the moon there swinging through all her seasons,

Belly full with heroes, bright browed, long-armed, strong-thighed.

Awaiting their turn to return, to shine as blossoms do,

Petals falling in a western breeze.

Just out of sight: eternal sea’s lullaby, over dune and hedge,

Down deep lanes, around corners, the sudden dip to sandy lip.

A taste of salt, a changing glorious thinning light.

And the blue hills over there, always cool,

Measuring the Fall, the weight of Sin, the road to redemption,

The longing dusty road of skin, sun-washed, footsore,

Limping from meagre shade to shade, seeking forgiveness.

Myrddin weighed down and lost in exiled dream.

Name and purpose abraded, worn smooth in seasons’ river.

This last day of summer,

This last day of spring, this last day of autumn,

This long night, the iron edged anvil winter.

Little cat, we grow old here together,

By what fires we kindle.

And whatever the season,

The flowers of bombs

Forever blossoming.

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Nought now stays.

White wings distant.

Day shimmer, leaf shade lost.

Time was, though now no more.

Nought crosses that barren path,

The squeeze, the funnelled fate.

Linger long – each season’s taste

Turns bitter, sour, bitter-sweet.

A dust leaf dissolving, swallow call fading,

Fading, bones of snow, wind-chafed blossom.

Flicker, flicker in a mind nested barren.

Nought, nought. The castle’s teeth are pulled,

Lords and ladies scattered.

A cold wind eats all comfort.

A cold wind sweeps tattered hopes away.

On the mountainside the fires still burn.

Centuries on, the battles lost and won.

This four chambered heart deserted now.

The pulse river race corrodes day’s edge.

Nothing honed here but blocked out monolith,

A cliff where clings an apple tree,

Lost to the world, dangling awen’s river.

One who waits forgetting,

one who waits the end of grieving.

Season’s sea shorn of wonder,

The very marrow of emptiness.

Nought. The ripples rain, grey slanted slate.

The delve, the shattered dust, the sorry land.

Scarred, forgot, grown green again by chance.

All this, a blink of an eye, a long lamenting lope.

Forgot, he howls, he keeps a deep tally there,

Beneath the song, the dip and stretching growing light.

One line for day, one for night,

One for this dreaming husk,

One for the bright girl by the waters, there.

White wings, distant.

The swinging sun ricochets them hither.

Whistling souls, cloud charmed, tremulous.

A keening on the heart plains, soul calling, calling.

A happy crowd, companionable, garrulous.

Vast as days, their numbers numberless.

All the white souls feathered, endless sway.

The found, lost. The lost, found.

Each the other’s ghost, hand in hand, laughing.

So sleek the flicker light the world spin,

Warming, cooling.

The roar at the edge of the world:

One by one, the seasons tip over,

Disappear.

The roar at the edge of the mind:

One by one, the words topple over,

Disappear.

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Detail of a photo work ‘Dark Dell’

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A piece written after reading some excellent though extremely labyrinthine poetry by David Jones, which merged with memories of a bookshop at Aberystwyth, and a very hot summer at the end of the world.

The bookshop by the sea,

a roaring word feather,

groomed perfect perfumed owls,

horizon eyes half closed, half dreaming.

Butter would not melt

though a burning sun darkens the door.

Swell and sweat in season’s love,

we shall not see its like nor its disrobed disgust,

nor its glory, once we are dust between pages

tied to ink hard-pressed, etched in acidic misery.

The stinging tongue, salt-wiped, wrapped in salve:

praise the saliva saving insolence and swell tides lost

but leaping, fornicated, fenestrated, facilitated,

heaped wave on wave that the land shudders

and shall not stand, but millennia by millennia,

in minuscule and majuscule, each season lose an inch,

a scarred edge falling to mud- bright mind-stuff,

the dust of eloquence snorted by hogs.

Our lightning bright fire tree blazing, but all consumed,

sentenced by relentless awen-tide that so rides and roars,

roundless, relenting nothing, to save nothing, nor to stoop

nor to stop it all, but bare, to eat to the bones

all this roving, revolving wonder.

And the seasons flick their greasy fingers,

sated but still reaching for more.

An addict for glory, a crucifixion stretched on four pillars,

The world woman opened for birth

and for more, for more.

A gentle Spring in the hills, death under the greening hedge and byre.

A gentle Summer, despite the fierce toothed light

a fading, fading fight for breath.

A gentle Autumn: tears on the valley mists

and the webs of warfare stretched between limbs

of the dying light.

A gentle Winter, at last a silence wordless,

millstone grating mountain and sickles blunt, stars exploding,

cessation the heart centre maelstrom,

gravity roaring it all down to itself.

The chambers of the soul undressed.

Time stretched too far to return to its shape.

Hope collapsed, changing, clanging, clinging,

the mother births and births again.

Eternal flower, feed us, feed us.

Take us not from the pap of love, the hill of glory,

the fortress of light.

We have watched the seasons come and go

and still have yet to learn anything.

Save us from the men who plan.

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At the very edge there, where words are born

In the roar of the world, and waves roll in on black cracked cliffs

That will only slowly yield to any future dreaming.

There is a tree there, they say, that holds four seasons at once

In its salty grasp, and dawn and sunset, and fire and fountain.

Flowers and fruit: from silver, moon-pale bells,

To orange suns, red shifting to dying stars,

Leaves ever green and growing on skin-warm branches.

And they say the first children of the greatest mother,

When they flew over the empty land, green below them and open to all.

They who walk through deepest earth, white as the threads

That hold the flow of Time, red as capillaries, life-blood pulsing there.

They scattered the seeds of that sea-worn, time-shaped tree

In the forests there, in the folded valley’s shade.

As a sign that Time is not eternal prison,

That a river is both estuary and source,

The great and the small – one remembered day.

That passing is a dream.

That there, in the deepest heart,

The birds of dawn and sunset simultaneously sing.

The dying of every season’s wish,

the bloom of cold, the sun’s warm song,

Nothing but life’s long breath as she dreams her dream,

Turns and sighs and does not wake.

On the plain there, unshaded, unsullied,

Encompassed, radiant, four seasons meeting, holding on, letting go.

Delightful, distant memory song at cross-tides of seasons,

Watching stars explode, feeling dervish galaxies dancing tranced

To their maker, dark and glorious within their hearts.

There is the one spell the speaker spoke,

And it rumbles on through every dawn,

through every dying cry.

From beginning to end,

An eternal tree that carries all seasons there.

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One of the poems recently written with the local Eisteddfod in mind.

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VOYAGE OF BRAN (1)

For what reason

Does she call the Raven King,

Arcing over the waters to a safe land?

She is wedded to the song, blossom and fruit,

Calling from afar.

No matter where we turn

The music is invisible.

It sinks so deep that we sleep

And see what we cannot see,

Wish what we cannot know,

Set sail in hope on small boats,

Our lives no longer holding us

On their certain courses.

Cast adrift to find joy,

To measure it and move on

As the visions shift

And prophecies grow stronger.

We, in turn, become more, and less,

Floating above, sinking below.

The Raven sung by love to rest.

And restless shall they be

With and without this world.

The taste of the tree,

Never quite enough.

Never seen again,

Melting into the music.

Oh! Silver Branch!

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VOYAGE OF BRAN 2

I turn back to see the future,

To see what has been missed.

A silver rent sings across the sky,

Laughter that only a world can make.

I know we dream, but do not know how to awaken,

Or if it is wise.

Water birds are screaming lies,

Hearts sink deeper into permafrost.

The smudge of sneers on too many faces.

Truth that was struggling is dead.

Best not to speak at all.

Let the world in, though,

That impossible branch of song,

To new pathways, new biologies.

Look back.

Has it not all been written of before?

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CROOKED ONE

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Naked and moist am I

Burning with stars.

A sickle swept low

Severing chance.

Tongues silenced

Their excuses full,

The stories tedious,

Revealed as smoke.

One deep dark eye

That measures worth

Unblinking.

I bend slow and low

Gathering up and binding.

The web tied and untied

Between all things

That tastes of poetry

But is seed and blood.

Unmannered, hungry,

The world shall taste it

And be changed forever

We demean ourselves with pretty gods.

Lessen the glory of the pulse of life.

Fail to stretch beyond the familiar,

Discard the chance for conflagration.

A passionate average, a mean measurement,

A judicial lack of vision.

The wild world dances,

So we turn away to sink

To meagre cooling gruel from yesterday.

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UPLANDS

1 (Near-eternal rules)

A perfect sky.

My tangled, old hands

forget themselves.

The valley dreams of the uplands and

The uplands dream of heaven,

and sing it so.

Easy it is to breathe its names

In the luscious sap

of hidden streams.

Easy it is to forget, though,

how to remain there,

Discomforted by continents of swelling air,

The sweeping veils of rain,

the unlikelihood of easy paths,

and how the weighted body

Yearns for flight

and how all thoughts always turn back

To the curling, dreaming bracken

and sullen silent stone.

The harsh gods gravitate here,

Born of flesh and born again,

with their horns and thunderheads.

Mud-spattered,

they hew and heft,

carve deeply the near-eternal rules.

Their language, as guttural, as singing,

as the falling crevices’ echo.

As the waters do,

melting away long millennia,

shaping bodies for breath

and for joy.

The deep folds of a planet’s shifting dream

Upon whose hunched shoulders

All the little things thrive.

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TALIESIN IN EDINBURGH

7

And shall I now sing the same sing

In the voice of sweet, sad Sorley?

Mugged on the streets by the muddle-headed,

The roar of impatient buses even in the cobbled ways

Hidden from any sunny truth.

The roar of modernity beating the brains

From the fallen doves of loveliness.

And the peace in the glens (where we lay

And forget even our names for a while),

And the peace of the hills (where we wept

With the rainbow promises of unlikely futures).

I shall walk with the ghosts down to the Grassmarket.

I shall nose into the deep pockets of Death

And await a sign, like Greyfriar’s Bobby,

And love it all, and lose it all – all the loud wanting,

All the measureless cloth and cut of status –

In the dusty bookshops down New Town way.

The hidden waters, unsuspected, below the gardens,

Below the pavements. The rock of ages

Staring down as it ever was: an emperor,

Purple in the dawn, where the pigeons quiver and coo.

It was mine. It was all mine, without taking one step.

Lungs filled with with barley malt from the breweries

There by Usher Hall. Seeping into every hope

On frosty mornings, the warm rusk scent of it,

Crossing the Meadows beneath whalebone arch

And cherry aisle. Old straight tracks

Converging on soot-black steeples.

Our slender grasp on life reaching for thistles

(And the harsh wind, a plaid of discomfort

Walking us into winter along the long grey cliffs

Of tenement and aspiring views).

Across the hills to the hills beyond,

And beyond that to the long dead hills

Dreaming in the Kingdoms of Fife

And the shining Forths.

Diesel chokes the throat at dawn chorus.

The sun, too neon, misses us out

And rises nonchalant.

The myth is always there, dressed in rags,

And us, looking down, scanning the pavements

For the wrong kind of gold.

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CUP AND RING

This wind from the fist of the storm,

This roaring in the pines,

These tumbling waters

From the fist of the mountains.

Time is the ache that sifts between fingers

And knots the locks of thought.

Bright swords are dulled with using;

Words ignored, unheard once more.

Those who chiselled the flat cold rocks knew this.

They have their voices still, and their long shadows

At the short days, return the sun, return the small hope

That lasting will be better than leaving.

Though leaving will bring rest and song.

That life will sift and slip through the fist

Of indomitable emptiness,

Whisper in patterns, find names and breath.

Circles ripple on stone.

Time is not a crop to give its yield.

The gold is elsewhere, glistening.

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5: Prophecy of the Hero

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A naked babe lies on the hillside.

The fear of prophecy is great.

It waits sleeping and golden,

Unnamed. Without any doubt.

The ragged ones without hope,

Without skill, who warm themselves

Only with their good hearts,

Shall find it there.

That is what the tales say.

They shall be nameless, too.

A milkmaid, a woodsman, a shepherd.

A loved cuckoo it shall be

At their meagre hearth.

A killer of kings, a hero,

A saviour, a long-lost one.

It becomes the truth

Because it is told again and again.

It satisfies the world to be so,

And so it is.

The rivers carve the valleys deep.

The mountains converse with cloud.

All the waters, all the words, converge.

The deep well echoes, resounding.

We join and leave the dance.

A step or two and then return.

Compelled by the music

We fall into the patterns.

Belong, whirl, smile, shine,

Then fade into shadows

And watch breathless as others

Take to their toes, clasp hands,

Lock eye and step and smile

The smile of the dancer.

No competition here.

No winners or losers.

The pattern must be woven,

The threads lock and unlock.

It is prophecy. It is the truth.

Few see it. Fewer still mind.

The stars wheel. The planets rise.

Heroes rise and die.

Roses drop their petals

With the first frosts.

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