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Y Foel, winged before the throne,

Raven-tipped, discreetly still.

The light behind her, barefoot, at the door.

No voice. A sighing distant cloud.

Peat dark pools hide skulls that speak

In tongues long gone, this curlew keening.

Our cynefin, our maes agored,

Our ffynnonau, as it were.

And there, Y Foel, seated calm,

Measuring the tides, turning still

From the neon worm, from the fiery fevered

Dreaming empty minds, rabid with wishful futures

That shall not hold.

And the moon there swinging through all her seasons,

Belly full with heroes, bright browed, long-armed, strong-thighed.

Awaiting their turn to return, to shine as blossoms do,

Petals falling in a western breeze.

Just out of sight: eternal sea’s lullaby, over dune and hedge,

Down deep lanes, around corners, the sudden dip to sandy lip.

A taste of salt, a changing glorious thinning light.

And the blue hills over there, always cool,

Measuring the Fall, the weight of Sin, the road to redemption,

The longing dusty road of skin, sun-washed, footsore,

Limping from meagre shade to shade, seeking forgiveness.

Myrddin weighed down and lost in exiled dream.

Name and purpose abraded, worn smooth in seasons’ river.

This last day of summer,

This last day of spring, this last day of autumn,

This long night, the iron edged anvil winter.

Little cat, we grow old here together,

By what fires we kindle.

And whatever the season,

The flowers of bombs

Forever blossoming.

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Nought now stays.

White wings distant.

Day shimmer, leaf shade lost.

Time was, though now no more.

Nought crosses that barren path,

The squeeze, the funnelled fate.

Linger long – each season’s taste

Turns bitter, sour, bitter-sweet.

A dust leaf dissolving, swallow call fading,

Fading, bones of snow, wind-chafed blossom.

Flicker, flicker in a mind nested barren.

Nought, nought. The castle’s teeth are pulled,

Lords and ladies scattered.

A cold wind eats all comfort.

A cold wind sweeps tattered hopes away.

On the mountainside the fires still burn.

Centuries on, the battles lost and won.

This four chambered heart deserted now.

The pulse river race corrodes day’s edge.

Nothing honed here but blocked out monolith,

A cliff where clings an apple tree,

Lost to the world, dangling awen’s river.

One who waits forgetting,

one who waits the end of grieving.

Season’s sea shorn of wonder,

The very marrow of emptiness.

Nought. The ripples rain, grey slanted slate.

The delve, the shattered dust, the sorry land.

Scarred, forgot, grown green again by chance.

All this, a blink of an eye, a long lamenting lope.

Forgot, he howls, he keeps a deep tally there,

Beneath the song, the dip and stretching growing light.

One line for day, one for night,

One for this dreaming husk,

One for the bright girl by the waters, there.

White wings, distant.

The swinging sun ricochets them hither.

Whistling souls, cloud charmed, tremulous.

A keening on the heart plains, soul calling, calling.

A happy crowd, companionable, garrulous.

Vast as days, their numbers numberless.

All the white souls feathered, endless sway.

The found, lost. The lost, found.

Each the other’s ghost, hand in hand, laughing.

So sleek the flicker light the world spin,

Warming, cooling.

The roar at the edge of the world:

One by one, the seasons tip over,

Disappear.

The roar at the edge of the mind:

One by one, the words topple over,

Disappear.

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Detail of a photo work ‘Dark Dell’

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A piece written after reading some excellent though extremely labyrinthine poetry by David Jones, which merged with memories of a bookshop at Aberystwyth, and a very hot summer at the end of the world.

The bookshop by the sea,

a roaring word feather,

groomed perfect perfumed owls,

horizon eyes half closed, half dreaming.

Butter would not melt

though a burning sun darkens the door.

Swell and sweat in season’s love,

we shall not see its like nor its disrobed disgust,

nor its glory, once we are dust between pages

tied to ink hard-pressed, etched in acidic misery.

The stinging tongue, salt-wiped, wrapped in salve:

praise the saliva saving insolence and swell tides lost

but leaping, fornicated, fenestrated, facilitated,

heaped wave on wave that the land shudders

and shall not stand, but millennia by millennia,

in minuscule and majuscule, each season lose an inch,

a scarred edge falling to mud- bright mind-stuff,

the dust of eloquence snorted by hogs.

Our lightning bright fire tree blazing, but all consumed,

sentenced by relentless awen-tide that so rides and roars,

roundless, relenting nothing, to save nothing, nor to stoop

nor to stop it all, but bare, to eat to the bones

all this roving, revolving wonder.

And the seasons flick their greasy fingers,

sated but still reaching for more.

An addict for glory, a crucifixion stretched on four pillars,

The world woman opened for birth

and for more, for more.

A gentle Spring in the hills, death under the greening hedge and byre.

A gentle Summer, despite the fierce toothed light

a fading, fading fight for breath.

A gentle Autumn: tears on the valley mists

and the webs of warfare stretched between limbs

of the dying light.

A gentle Winter, at last a silence wordless,

millstone grating mountain and sickles blunt, stars exploding,

cessation the heart centre maelstrom,

gravity roaring it all down to itself.

The chambers of the soul undressed.

Time stretched too far to return to its shape.

Hope collapsed, changing, clanging, clinging,

the mother births and births again.

Eternal flower, feed us, feed us.

Take us not from the pap of love, the hill of glory,

the fortress of light.

We have watched the seasons come and go

and still have yet to learn anything.

Save us from the men who plan.

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At the very edge there, where words are born

In the roar of the world, and waves roll in on black cracked cliffs

That will only slowly yield to any future dreaming.

There is a tree there, they say, that holds four seasons at once

In its salty grasp, and dawn and sunset, and fire and fountain.

Flowers and fruit: from silver, moon-pale bells,

To orange suns, red shifting to dying stars,

Leaves ever green and growing on skin-warm branches.

And they say the first children of the greatest mother,

When they flew over the empty land, green below them and open to all.

They who walk through deepest earth, white as the threads

That hold the flow of Time, red as capillaries, life-blood pulsing there.

They scattered the seeds of that sea-worn, time-shaped tree

In the forests there, in the folded valley’s shade.

As a sign that Time is not eternal prison,

That a river is both estuary and source,

The great and the small – one remembered day.

That passing is a dream.

That there, in the deepest heart,

The birds of dawn and sunset simultaneously sing.

The dying of every season’s wish,

the bloom of cold, the sun’s warm song,

Nothing but life’s long breath as she dreams her dream,

Turns and sighs and does not wake.

On the plain there, unshaded, unsullied,

Encompassed, radiant, four seasons meeting, holding on, letting go.

Delightful, distant memory song at cross-tides of seasons,

Watching stars explode, feeling dervish galaxies dancing tranced

To their maker, dark and glorious within their hearts.

There is the one spell the speaker spoke,

And it rumbles on through every dawn,

through every dying cry.

From beginning to end,

An eternal tree that carries all seasons there.

–

One of the poems recently written with the local Eisteddfod in mind.

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VOYAGE OF BRAN (1)

For what reason

Does she call the Raven King,

Arcing over the waters to a safe land?

She is wedded to the song, blossom and fruit,

Calling from afar.

No matter where we turn

The music is invisible.

It sinks so deep that we sleep

And see what we cannot see,

Wish what we cannot know,

Set sail in hope on small boats,

Our lives no longer holding us

On their certain courses.

Cast adrift to find joy,

To measure it and move on

As the visions shift

And prophecies grow stronger.

We, in turn, become more, and less,

Floating above, sinking below.

The Raven sung by love to rest.

And restless shall they be

With and without this world.

The taste of the tree,

Never quite enough.

Never seen again,

Melting into the music.

Oh! Silver Branch!

–

VOYAGE OF BRAN 2

I turn back to see the future,

To see what has been missed.

A silver rent sings across the sky,

Laughter that only a world can make.

I know we dream, but do not know how to awaken,

Or if it is wise.

Water birds are screaming lies,

Hearts sink deeper into permafrost.

The smudge of sneers on too many faces.

Truth that was struggling is dead.

Best not to speak at all.

Let the world in, though,

That impossible branch of song,

To new pathways, new biologies.

Look back.

Has it not all been written of before?

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It flowers with the breath,

Unfurls like a fern on the hill.

A cuckoo thing from somewhere else,

Desiring to belong, to be heard.

A voice rumbling with thunder,

A hiss of rain, a roar of wave,

A keening of curlew.

Nothing new, though,

nothing new can ever be said.

Before the flocks, before the engines,

Before the need to be somewhere else.

Kite and buzzard wheeled high above here.

On their upward soaring voice,

The voice of moving, warmed airs.

With vision open, fixed on hope,

Their hunger to remain.

Insistent is the voice of a silent land,

Holding those who care, to stand still a while to hear.

From the ground, and from beneath that,

It will rise up in its own time.

An uncurling, a reaching thread,

A line of a melody,

A translucent tusk of language.

In the waters, between field and wood;

In the moments, as cloud shades and passes;

Before certainty and after doubt;

A voice weighs and judges its own worth.

The verses shall all bow down, bright-browed.

Prophecy is the love-child of thought.

Lost souls, reborn, eager to take flight again.

The root of my tongue is locked to a syllable of light.

A spark electric, a leap between precipitous cliffs:

The long darkness of being, the long darkness of non-being.

A slim, swaying golden chain

Rising up to eternity,

Sinking to iron-cold oceans.

It shall not cease til it ceases,

Takes breath, and speaks again:

The whispering of rock and stream and soil.

A mother’s voice, never lost.

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TALIESIN IN EDINBURGH

7

And shall I now sing the same sing

In the voice of sweet, sad Sorley?

Mugged on the streets by the muddle-headed,

The roar of impatient buses even in the cobbled ways

Hidden from any sunny truth.

The roar of modernity beating the brains

From the fallen doves of loveliness.

And the peace in the glens (where we lay

And forget even our names for a while),

And the peace of the hills (where we wept

With the rainbow promises of unlikely futures).

I shall walk with the ghosts down to the Grassmarket.

I shall nose into the deep pockets of Death

And await a sign, like Greyfriar’s Bobby,

And love it all, and lose it all – all the loud wanting,

All the measureless cloth and cut of status –

In the dusty bookshops down New Town way.

The hidden waters, unsuspected, below the gardens,

Below the pavements. The rock of ages

Staring down as it ever was: an emperor,

Purple in the dawn, where the pigeons quiver and coo.

It was mine. It was all mine, without taking one step.

Lungs filled with with barley malt from the breweries

There by Usher Hall. Seeping into every hope

On frosty mornings, the warm rusk scent of it,

Crossing the Meadows beneath whalebone arch

And cherry aisle. Old straight tracks

Converging on soot-black steeples.

Our slender grasp on life reaching for thistles

(And the harsh wind, a plaid of discomfort

Walking us into winter along the long grey cliffs

Of tenement and aspiring views).

Across the hills to the hills beyond,

And beyond that to the long dead hills

Dreaming in the Kingdoms of Fife

And the shining Forths.

Diesel chokes the throat at dawn chorus.

The sun, too neon, misses us out

And rises nonchalant.

The myth is always there, dressed in rags,

And us, looking down, scanning the pavements

For the wrong kind of gold.

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“I was a speckled white cockerel

Covering the hens in Eidyn”.

1

The egg is the sun,

Laid from the dark feathers of night,

Nested in the dawn of the world.

I am the grain of truth

Radiant in the drunkard’s boasts,

Naked in the silent waiting.

I learnt all languages from the waves,

All harmony from the tides.

Neither bird nor beast,

A tree in the forest am I,

A thousand eloquent tongues of green fire.

At dawn the cockerel calls my name.

Clear Song. Hall of Light. Mound of Obedience.

2

A domestic mythology.

A farmyard mythology.

No wolves, no hungry obstructors

Racing across space devouring sun and moon.

A black hen pecking the dust for grain.

In the corner of the eye

Time nailed fast to a new course.

3

Ah! The seed of poets

Spilling into the dark crevices

Of a fertile earth.

More precious than gold,

The desire for it,

More precious than song,

The moans in the hour of midnight.

I would strut and sing,

Hold all in dizzy thrall.

The girls would love it:

The boldness of it, the sly word,

The sliding, echoing eloquence.

Drunk would they be – the men snoring

Dreaming of a good death;

The girls tap, tapping on my door,

Filled with wonder till dawn’s light.

The seed of poets is an endless forest,

A skilful net of shining catch.

4

In Eidin I had dominion of the hill,

Dominion of the Mound, dominion of the castle.

A steady fortress was my staff,

Planted and reaching to heaven.

The gulls of Leith, the ravens of the Crags:

None was more raucous than I,

None more forthright in the bright morning,

None more persuasive in torchlight flicker.

They would rise softly ( like the Lammermuirs).

They would dip and sigh and open (like the Pentland Hills

Under a summer sky).

And I, the open tomb, echoing,

Doorway to golden moments freed from earth,

Free from guilt and sin.

A golden morning in the scattered dust,

Seeds uncovered, beginnings shining, a new sun,

New worlds nested, round and warm,

A clutch of futures, a prophecy of birth.

5

In a line or two

The bonny hero

Shall have his come-uppance.

Try as he might, the slippery eel,

The voracious worm, the flying hawk,

Shall be brought to justice, consumed, dead,

Himself eaten whole, adversaries conjoined,

The dark mother victorious.

6

Above Marchmont, above Morningside,

Above The Meadows, my covering wings,

My tremulous touch, sunlight penetrating

The deep hidden waters.

On The Mound, on Castle rock, on the Crags,

I brighten and burst forth.

On Arthur’s Seat I am resplendent.

I take my pleasures on the pleasant fields of Portabello;

I dive in the secret quiet waters of St. Margaret’s Loch.

The fortress is mine.

A crimson tram the long length of Prince’s Street.

A swoop down to genteel Inverleith.

My thirst goes forth beyond the shining rivers,

The blue hills dreaming in Fife

And the leaping span of poetry

To cross over it all to mystery.

My name is Taliesin.

I am the cocaine of bards.

Nine breaths of my cauldron,

And you are mine.

—

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IN THE TEETH OF WINTER.

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The sun, it is hanging in the holly.

It is tangled in the oak tree.

It feeds what creatures it might.

.

The year, made of fruits, made of blossoms,

Is yet a cauldron of melting snow,

Barely born, barely breathing.

.

Kindled and crackling, the day spits shadows.

We are all storytellers when we can do little else.

Telling of deceit and guile,

And how the great sun could be brought so low,

Our saviour bound, hostaged.

.

A song to return our hopes.

A song to fend off darkness.

A song to teach the children

That all is not lost.

Though we fear it is.

–

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If I can only stand still

Then all the competition shall fade away,

The last shall become first,

The first decay, and I shall remain.

If I can only stand still

As all sorrow and joy revolves about me

And blurs to time, and the time to eternity,

To one moment, and then that

To one who remained standing through it all.

If I can only stand still

The words shall come,

The truth and the prophecy

Will seed tremulous,

Hatch worlds

And pass away in wonder.

If I can only stand still

The fools shall stay silent,

The warriors grow tired of their excuses,

The rich find piety, the poor find solace.

If I can only stand still,

Give shelter to the small birds

And to the invisible weathers made of memory.

If I can only stand still,

The small light from the Pole Star,

Threading down my spine,

And only that one axis,

Held and held and finding peace there.

If I can only stand still,

Poised, regardless, rooted,

The vines solar, and the vines lunar

Winding up from my ankles.

Becoming rock, becoming mountain,

Becoming bark, becoming canopy.

If I can only stand still,

Place will become irrelevant,

Past, present, future

Roll up into a breath

And then not even that.

If I can only stand still,

It shall all be bestowed as a virtue,

As a beatitude, as a blessing.

If I can only stand still,

And not be this itching dust,

This hungry fire that must consume,

Consummate and move on, hungry still.

Made of dust and flowers,

Washed upon waves, sand sighed,

Sound sifted, shore-cast and motionless

With the roar of waves,

Unmoved, unrocked.

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