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DAVY JONES’ WORD LOCKER

Deep his words are scratched

distorted by tidal distance, and pain, of course.

Long held loved-life pain, mummy-wrapped,

a preserving soul awaiting the hooked tool,

the opening of the mouth, to set them free.

The opening of the mouth –

the filling with light the scooped out flesh,

time-lost and tick by tock forgetting itself and all others.

Simple jar, an ornament, animal-headed,

offered to a wishful more solid shadeless realm

where the river goes nightly snaking through stars

and demons of compassionate mien.

Look now, they have sunk down as little fishes do,

hardly visible in their flickering hoards,

heads all directed upstream,

tails adjusting the moment by moment shift,

the subtle current antediluvian and troglodyte

that darkness holds and darkness knows

and from where the long echoes come down to now and here,

squirming in bright sunlight, as discomforted

as new souls before that throne of heaven.

Food for future is the furnace ash of the past,

swirling dance through stormy hearts and on on

to horizons bruised with miles and the songs of shepherds,

the summer roads, the autumn mists,

the winter byres, the springtime gales.

Spiked bloody the blessed blackthorn,

ragged moaning white and lovely there

in the cloud scud, breathless beast,

the corner turned,

an other mirror water-washed face wanting the new now,

the new now, the new feeling, to shuck old skin and feel the pulsing rebirth,

full-coloured, unrubbed, unworn,

glorious song of shining scale

and the catching scent on warmer breeze,

the future ripening there wrapped in web and goose grass.

Smut-black burnett nods along the roads,

And knapweed royally crowned in chivied clumps,

And the catch of breath, the sigh of heart,

All the remembering, all the forgetting there.

Four chambers, the world fills then breathes out:

Season’s tides that ride our dancing spin

To and fro the centre, found and lost, found and lost.

A rainbowed life wove full, wove tight.

–

The poetry of David Jones is intense, obscure and completely magical. It redefines the processes of poetry whilst revealing the labyrinthine workings of the deep mind. I know many people get upset by the obscure and occult symbolism of some poetry, mainly because they ‘don’t know what it means’. But the whole point of poetry is that it can stretch language beyond the mundane meanings. David Jones does at least provide some notes to explain his sources, which are fascinating in themselves. This poem of mine came as the result of a reading session. Playing with the idea of both the power of his words, and drawings from the ancient and the new in the Welsh bardic tradition, my associations flow to ‘Davy Jones’s Locker’ – the bottom of the sea – , and the Egyptian rite of Opening Of The Mouth, where the essence/soul of the mummified corpse is released from the mouth to continue its Otherworld journey ( a kenning for the power of the inspired word if wver there was one).

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DAVY JONES’ WORD LOCKER

Deep his words are scratched

distorted by tidal distance, and pain, of course.

Long held loved-life pain, mummy-wrapped,

a preserving soul awaiting the hooked tool,

the opening of the mouth, to set them free.

The opening of the mouth –

the filling with light the scooped out flesh,

time-lost and tick by tock forgetting itself and all others.

Simple jar, an ornament, animal-headed,

offered to a wishful more solid shadeless realm

where the river goes nightly snaking through stars

and demons of compassionate mien.

Look now, they have sunk down as little fishes do,

hardly visible in their flickering hoards,

heads all directed upstream,

tails adjusting the moment by moment shift,

the subtle current antediluvian and troglodyte

that darkness holds and darkness knows

and from where the long echoes come down to now and here,

squirming in bright sunlight, as discomforted

as new souls before that throne of heaven.

Food for future is the furnace ash of the past,

swirling dance through stormy hearts and on on

to horizons bruised with miles and the songs of shepherds,

the summer roads, the autumn mists,

the winter byres, the springtime gales.

Spiked bloody the blessed blackthorn,

ragged moaning white and lovely there

in the cloud scud, breathless beast,

the corner turned,

an other mirror water-washed face wanting the new now,

the new now, the new feeling, to shuck old skin and feel the pulsing rebirth,

full-coloured, unrubbed, unworn,

glorious song of shining scale

and the catching scent on warmer breeze,

the future ripening there wrapped in web and goose grass.

Smut-black burnett nods along the roads,

And knapweed royally crowned in chivied clumps,

And the catch of breath, the sigh of heart,

All the remembering, all the forgetting there.

Four chambers, the world fills then breathes out:

Season’s tides that ride our dancing spin

To and fro the centre, found and lost, found and lost.

A rainbowed life wove full, wove tight.

–

The poetry of David Jones is intense, obscure and completely magical. It redefines the processes of poetry whilst revealing the labyrinthine workings of the deep mind. I know many people get upset by the obscure and occult symbolism of some poetry, mainly because they ‘don’t know what it means’. But the whole point of poetry is that it can stretch language beyond the mundane meanings. David Jones does at least provide some notes to explain his sources, which are fascinating in themselves. This poem of mine came as the result of a reading session. Playing with the idea of both the power of his words, and drawings from the ancient and the new in the Welsh bardic tradition, my associations flow to ‘Davy Jones’s Locker’ – the bottom of the sea – , and the Egyptian rite of Opening Of The Mouth, where the essence/soul of the mummified corpse is released from the mouth to continue its Otherworld journey ( a kenning for the power of the inspired word if wver there was one).

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“I was a speckled white cockerel

Covering the hens in Eidyn”.

1

The egg is the sun,

Laid from the dark feathers of night,

Nested in the dawn of the world.

I am the grain of truth

Radiant in the drunkard’s boasts,

Naked in the silent waiting.

I learnt all languages from the waves,

All harmony from the tides.

Neither bird nor beast,

A tree in the forest am I,

A thousand eloquent tongues of green fire.

At dawn the cockerel calls my name.

Clear Song. Hall of Light. Mound of Obedience.

2

A domestic mythology.

A farmyard mythology.

No wolves, no hungry obstructors

Racing across space devouring sun and moon.

A black hen pecking the dust for grain.

In the corner of the eye

Time nailed fast to a new course.

3

Ah! The seed of poets

Spilling into the dark crevices

Of a fertile earth.

More precious than gold,

The desire for it,

More precious than song,

The moans in the hour of midnight.

I would strut and sing,

Hold all in dizzy thrall.

The girls would love it:

The boldness of it, the sly word,

The sliding, echoing eloquence.

Drunk would they be – the men snoring

Dreaming of a good death;

The girls tap, tapping on my door,

Filled with wonder till dawn’s light.

The seed of poets is an endless forest,

A skilful net of shining catch.

4

In Eidin I had dominion of the hill,

Dominion of the Mound, dominion of the castle.

A steady fortress was my staff,

Planted and reaching to heaven.

The gulls of Leith, the ravens of the Crags:

None was more raucous than I,

None more forthright in the bright morning,

None more persuasive in torchlight flicker.

They would rise softly ( like the Lammermuirs).

They would dip and sigh and open (like the Pentland Hills

Under a summer sky).

And I, the open tomb, echoing,

Doorway to golden moments freed from earth,

Free from guilt and sin.

A golden morning in the scattered dust,

Seeds uncovered, beginnings shining, a new sun,

New worlds nested, round and warm,

A clutch of futures, a prophecy of birth.

5

In a line or two

The bonny hero

Shall have his come-uppance.

Try as he might, the slippery eel,

The voracious worm, the flying hawk,

Shall be brought to justice, consumed, dead,

Himself eaten whole, adversaries conjoined,

The dark mother victorious.

6

Above Marchmont, above Morningside,

Above The Meadows, my covering wings,

My tremulous touch, sunlight penetrating

The deep hidden waters.

On The Mound, on Castle rock, on the Crags,

I brighten and burst forth.

On Arthur’s Seat I am resplendent.

I take my pleasures on the pleasant fields of Portabello;

I dive in the secret quiet waters of St. Margaret’s Loch.

The fortress is mine.

A crimson tram the long length of Prince’s Street.

A swoop down to genteel Inverleith.

My thirst goes forth beyond the shining rivers,

The blue hills dreaming in Fife

And the leaping span of poetry

To cross over it all to mystery.

My name is Taliesin.

I am the cocaine of bards.

Nine breaths of my cauldron,

And you are mine.

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If I can only stand still

Then all the competition shall fade away,

The last shall become first,

The first decay, and I shall remain.

If I can only stand still

As all sorrow and joy revolves about me

And blurs to time, and the time to eternity,

To one moment, and then that

To one who remained standing through it all.

If I can only stand still

The words shall come,

The truth and the prophecy

Will seed tremulous,

Hatch worlds

And pass away in wonder.

If I can only stand still

The fools shall stay silent,

The warriors grow tired of their excuses,

The rich find piety, the poor find solace.

If I can only stand still,

Give shelter to the small birds

And to the invisible weathers made of memory.

If I can only stand still,

The small light from the Pole Star,

Threading down my spine,

And only that one axis,

Held and held and finding peace there.

If I can only stand still,

Poised, regardless, rooted,

The vines solar, and the vines lunar

Winding up from my ankles.

Becoming rock, becoming mountain,

Becoming bark, becoming canopy.

If I can only stand still,

Place will become irrelevant,

Past, present, future

Roll up into a breath

And then not even that.

If I can only stand still,

It shall all be bestowed as a virtue,

As a beatitude, as a blessing.

If I can only stand still,

And not be this itching dust,

This hungry fire that must consume,

Consummate and move on, hungry still.

Made of dust and flowers,

Washed upon waves, sand sighed,

Sound sifted, shore-cast and motionless

With the roar of waves,

Unmoved, unrocked.

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WILD HUNT

I am lost

So I am yours, Gwyn.

Driven mad, worn thin,

By the fickle certainties of man,

The lies of the blood

In the lees of trust.

To slip and wriggle

Into cracks and crevices,

To numb as many seconds

As we may.

Kneel down in the soil

And weep.

You are clay that knows death

And have learnt a mechanical time

So as to watch its coming.

The whispered “This is how it is”.

That is a lie weighed down

By the phantasms of others’ dreams,

Souls worn wan draped in dust.

If we are not reborn

Then where does this yearning come from?

If we are not reborn

Why does music bring so many tears?

If we are not reborn

Whence the joy, whence the sorrow?

If we are not reborn

How do our desires arise?

Whence our dissatisfactions?

If we are not reborn

What purpose does hiraeth serve?

What purpose the stirring of the blood?

The bones of trees

I turn to small hopes.

Collect your souls, Gwyn.

Scatter them into a new Spring.

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THE ROSES

The roses

They have been in bud

For months

Through sun and rain.

Now they open,

Bloom for a day or two

Giving joy to all,

Then fade and

Fall apart.

The roses.

The roses.

They throw off their beauty

Like dancers.

They value more

Their roots

And their thorns.

The blood red hips,

The hard won strength

To go on.

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WARRIOR PRAYER

Oh Moon-Face. Your unguent drips from my fingertips.

Shades of dead universes flit across the dark sky.

We long for this as much as we long for otherness.

Moon-Face, we construct the spells that feed you,

So sleek and willow-limbed.

This is how we made you:

A womb to hold all the weeping dead.

Born again as owls, as worms, as dreams in blooming girls.

In flowers pushed up through sacred, spiced earth.

Poured out with the salmon spawn and the eggs of serpents.

Split open and oozed in the nests of eagles,

Drying in the daylight, voiceless and crying.

The taste I remember – iron and oceans,

And the slip slop of long tides

And the waking shape of salt.

The taste of footprints and warm belly

And secret clefts and caves of echoes.

The taste I remember of the sharp bright edge,

Honed bright and sunlight, severed

By its arcing swing.

Oh Moon-Face. You eat the seconds so.

You eat the minutes and the moments.

Bound, wired and woven to the haft of sound.

The blade that cuts through space.

The light so soft, it can eat life and death

And never be fuller than it is, than it is.

Moon-Face. Keep your promise

And we shall die again, happy.

We will not forget your sweet hunger.

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THE OLD TALIESIN

He does not have to raise his voice –

Silence comes with it like the tide on the shore.

Bent-backed, i see his strong staff, serpent-wrapped.

It is still a tree of fruits, sweet and bitter:

A crab apple scented with autumns, hard with frost

And the seeing of too much sorrow.

I see his bright brow, bald as the moon.

He is being chased again through the halls of the world

By another who shall not relent.

And he will change form again,

On wide, sunlit oceans again,

But not until the three drops congeal in truth,

Not until the chariot wheel is cracked,

Not until a new axle pin is shaped and smoothed.

A year and a day,

And we shall all change places.

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BONES

Do you hear your bones speaking?

Of the groaning glaciers and the ice waters

Released from the dark caves.

Of the small things you do not weigh up.

Of the large things, so large you are oblivious.

Of the earth swaying on tip-toe

To see the glorious horizons

That the gods dream of.

Of the rumble of sunlight

Piercing the hillside cairns.

Of the feathered footsteps

Of the reborn.

Under the still shade of the yew trees

Your bones speak,

But all you feel is fear.

The tipping point, the cliff edge.

Fingertips turn to pinions,

A hunger for corpses.

You can never steal the gold

That is the due of the gods,

Nor the silver that is the blood of the moon.

It shall all be returned.

That is what your bones say.

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LOST 1

My white winged soul is over the sea,

Low over the silver waters,

Far from sight, for duty

And the hope of peace.

Gone from this world,

Gone from the next,

Spiralling down to earth

To scour the debris of other’s joy.

There is some small joy in loss,

But not this loss.

Settled and content were we,

As rocks on a sun-warmed hillside

( the popping of gorse, the dust of heather,

the impermanent river of skylarks).

Settled and content, rippled in sheltered shade

(the hum of bees, the dance of gnats).

But each change brings irrevocable change.

Worlds end at every whim,

The ruins dreaming in emptied desolation.

Time, a syncopated stutter

To relive or forget in themes.

The moment before death –

An unravelling of strategy and excuses.

Something pure there, something silent,

Something wrapped beneath the pain and sorrow,

Something unutterably sweet, something eternal flickers

Before the moment and the light dies.

Before the terrible glorious cauldron darkness,

The seething dice thrown before dawn

Where we have lost our voices

And must learn to sing again,

Sound by sound.

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