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DAVY JONES’ WORD LOCKER

Deep his words are scratched

distorted by tidal distance, and pain, of course.

Long held loved-life pain, mummy-wrapped,

a preserving soul awaiting the hooked tool,

the opening of the mouth, to set them free.

The opening of the mouth –

the filling with light the scooped out flesh,

time-lost and tick by tock forgetting itself and all others.

Simple jar, an ornament, animal-headed,

offered to a wishful more solid shadeless realm

where the river goes nightly snaking through stars

and demons of compassionate mien.

Look now, they have sunk down as little fishes do,

hardly visible in their flickering hoards,

heads all directed upstream,

tails adjusting the moment by moment shift,

the subtle current antediluvian and troglodyte

that darkness holds and darkness knows

and from where the long echoes come down to now and here,

squirming in bright sunlight, as discomforted

as new souls before that throne of heaven.

Food for future is the furnace ash of the past,

swirling dance through stormy hearts and on on

to horizons bruised with miles and the songs of shepherds,

the summer roads, the autumn mists,

the winter byres, the springtime gales.

Spiked bloody the blessed blackthorn,

ragged moaning white and lovely there

in the cloud scud, breathless beast,

the corner turned,

an other mirror water-washed face wanting the new now,

the new now, the new feeling, to shuck old skin and feel the pulsing rebirth,

full-coloured, unrubbed, unworn,

glorious song of shining scale

and the catching scent on warmer breeze,

the future ripening there wrapped in web and goose grass.

Smut-black burnett nods along the roads,

And knapweed royally crowned in chivied clumps,

And the catch of breath, the sigh of heart,

All the remembering, all the forgetting there.

Four chambers, the world fills then breathes out:

Season’s tides that ride our dancing spin

To and fro the centre, found and lost, found and lost.

A rainbowed life wove full, wove tight.

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The poetry of David Jones is intense, obscure and completely magical. It redefines the processes of poetry whilst revealing the labyrinthine workings of the deep mind. I know many people get upset by the obscure and occult symbolism of some poetry, mainly because they ‘don’t know what it means’. But the whole point of poetry is that it can stretch language beyond the mundane meanings. David Jones does at least provide some notes to explain his sources, which are fascinating in themselves. This poem of mine came as the result of a reading session. Playing with the idea of both the power of his words, and drawings from the ancient and the new in the Welsh bardic tradition, my associations flow to ‘Davy Jones’s Locker’ – the bottom of the sea – , and the Egyptian rite of Opening Of The Mouth, where the essence/soul of the mummified corpse is released from the mouth to continue its Otherworld journey ( a kenning for the power of the inspired word if wver there was one).

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DAVY JONES’ WORD LOCKER

Deep his words are scratched

distorted by tidal distance, and pain, of course.

Long held loved-life pain, mummy-wrapped,

a preserving soul awaiting the hooked tool,

the opening of the mouth, to set them free.

The opening of the mouth –

the filling with light the scooped out flesh,

time-lost and tick by tock forgetting itself and all others.

Simple jar, an ornament, animal-headed,

offered to a wishful more solid shadeless realm

where the river goes nightly snaking through stars

and demons of compassionate mien.

Look now, they have sunk down as little fishes do,

hardly visible in their flickering hoards,

heads all directed upstream,

tails adjusting the moment by moment shift,

the subtle current antediluvian and troglodyte

that darkness holds and darkness knows

and from where the long echoes come down to now and here,

squirming in bright sunlight, as discomforted

as new souls before that throne of heaven.

Food for future is the furnace ash of the past,

swirling dance through stormy hearts and on on

to horizons bruised with miles and the songs of shepherds,

the summer roads, the autumn mists,

the winter byres, the springtime gales.

Spiked bloody the blessed blackthorn,

ragged moaning white and lovely there

in the cloud scud, breathless beast,

the corner turned,

an other mirror water-washed face wanting the new now,

the new now, the new feeling, to shuck old skin and feel the pulsing rebirth,

full-coloured, unrubbed, unworn,

glorious song of shining scale

and the catching scent on warmer breeze,

the future ripening there wrapped in web and goose grass.

Smut-black burnett nods along the roads,

And knapweed royally crowned in chivied clumps,

And the catch of breath, the sigh of heart,

All the remembering, all the forgetting there.

Four chambers, the world fills then breathes out:

Season’s tides that ride our dancing spin

To and fro the centre, found and lost, found and lost.

A rainbowed life wove full, wove tight.

–

The poetry of David Jones is intense, obscure and completely magical. It redefines the processes of poetry whilst revealing the labyrinthine workings of the deep mind. I know many people get upset by the obscure and occult symbolism of some poetry, mainly because they ‘don’t know what it means’. But the whole point of poetry is that it can stretch language beyond the mundane meanings. David Jones does at least provide some notes to explain his sources, which are fascinating in themselves. This poem of mine came as the result of a reading session. Playing with the idea of both the power of his words, and drawings from the ancient and the new in the Welsh bardic tradition, my associations flow to ‘Davy Jones’s Locker’ – the bottom of the sea – , and the Egyptian rite of Opening Of The Mouth, where the essence/soul of the mummified corpse is released from the mouth to continue its Otherworld journey ( a kenning for the power of the inspired word if wver there was one).

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Y Foel, winged before the throne,

Raven-tipped, discreetly still.

The light behind her, barefoot, at the door.

No voice. A sighing distant cloud.

Peat dark pools hide skulls that speak

In tongues long gone, this curlew keening.

Our cynefin, our maes agored,

Our ffynnonau, as it were.

And there, Y Foel, seated calm,

Measuring the tides, turning still

From the neon worm, from the fiery fevered

Dreaming empty minds, rabid with wishful futures

That shall not hold.

And the moon there swinging through all her seasons,

Belly full with heroes, bright browed, long-armed, strong-thighed.

Awaiting their turn to return, to shine as blossoms do,

Petals falling in a western breeze.

Just out of sight: eternal sea’s lullaby, over dune and hedge,

Down deep lanes, around corners, the sudden dip to sandy lip.

A taste of salt, a changing glorious thinning light.

And the blue hills over there, always cool,

Measuring the Fall, the weight of Sin, the road to redemption,

The longing dusty road of skin, sun-washed, footsore,

Limping from meagre shade to shade, seeking forgiveness.

Myrddin weighed down and lost in exiled dream.

Name and purpose abraded, worn smooth in seasons’ river.

This last day of summer,

This last day of spring, this last day of autumn,

This long night, the iron edged anvil winter.

Little cat, we grow old here together,

By what fires we kindle.

And whatever the season,

The flowers of bombs

Forever blossoming.

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UPLANDS (2)

Metres deep, feet, yards even,

Seasons deep, long years,

Scoured, strained, laid down,

A weight of water, a weight of

Tangled sedge-grasses, bones and stone,

Splayed, split on storm skies and roaming mist.

No one lives here long alone.

Bullied and pushed we must lay life on life,

Become entangled, near invisible,

Even to wheeling hawk, even to stoat and marten.

Tangle-rooted, stubborn as a song,

A narrow path wound between dry bluff and impossible wood.

The air here, though, pretends its own freedom.

Not trapped by contour nor disguised

As happy distance.

Pharoah’s prophet on Drigarn Ddu points an accusing finger.

The rules are here, laid out clear on rippled stone.

No wavering, no equivocation, no interpretation.

A bleak love and a hungry wind.

Garn Ddu on fire at sunset, the flashing shout of heather,

Open-mouthed, sinewed dust.

They still shall congregate on the circle of the horizon.

They shall come no nearer but yet beat your heart tender.

The Elders, entranced, caved-up, walled in rubble, unroofed.

Bitter beauty viewed from lascivious valleys: a yearning, there for here,

And here for there.

It is the paradox of the old religion heaped up to the silent sky.

The paradox of breath and flesh.

Leave it be. Become something else.

This impossible gradient burned into the land’s heart.

The desolation that gives us life.

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BONES

Do you hear your bones speaking?

Of the groaning glaciers and the ice waters

Released from the dark caves.

Of the small things you do not weigh up.

Of the large things, so large you are oblivious.

Of the earth swaying on tip-toe

To see the glorious horizons

That the gods dream of.

Of the rumble of sunlight

Piercing the hillside cairns.

Of the feathered footsteps

Of the reborn.

Under the still shade of the yew trees

Your bones speak,

But all you feel is fear.

The tipping point, the cliff edge.

Fingertips turn to pinions,

A hunger for corpses.

You can never steal the gold

That is the due of the gods,

Nor the silver that is the blood of the moon.

It shall all be returned.

That is what your bones say.

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WAR CAULDRON

Though they came back

They came back silent

And haunted are their eyes.

The ones cast into the cauldron of war,

An endless source of sorrows.

Silent from what they see.

Silent from what they have seen.

Silent lest the heart break again.

Silent lest the bones become dust

And the dust, the taste of death,

And death, not the worst of it,

And the worst of it, the endless lines,

Moving to the front to die.

Nothing learned, nothing gained.

The drum, the drum, the drum.

Eternal war feeds the cauldron

Dragged from the depths

Where it should have remained.

As if there were not enough sorrow

In this world already.

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THE TALIESIN SHADOWS

1

He comes forth by words,

out of darkness and brightness

(we, watching, blinded by both).

.

Out from blood, out from skulls,

out from the groves and the mist.

.

They tumble, birds from nets,

these wild words seeking skies.

.

The scent of oak and moss,

the scent of rust and iron blood.

.

A thousand years,

and still no-one has fathomed its depths.

.

The evening sky swept clear of life and death,

autumn clear with the tooth cold edge to it.

.

He has learnt to weave the shadows.

Mystery is his cloak, a feathered cloak of wings,

wings of words.

.

The meat of the past, the blood and muscle

of all forebears held in rhythm and sound.

.

They have perfected their own shadow,

full of mystery and silent horror.

.

Persistent dreaming encourages a certain familiarity

with dear monsters. “My awen is an ash spear”.

.

We talk to the spirits of the dead,

recounting their stories, reviving their memories,

reincarnating the spirit.

.

I will sing and sing and sing your words.

Your voice feeds my nerves

and I become, first, between, then other, then empty,

and you can walk in.

.

My shadow

becomes your shadow,

your words,

my words.

.

2

I open my mouth.

There is silence.

But now the wind

From the graves

Forms sound, the vowels,

The rivers of sound from the caves of wisdom,

From the mounds of remembrance.

.

I will not sing to the lords, to the rich kings.

I sing to the free, who lack good weather,

Who seek rain in drought, seek sun in storm.

.

The space of song.

They listen and travel through these words

To become closer to the divine.

This is my space. The protective weaving of poets’ words.

Enwrapped, entranced, protected within the poet’s rhythm.

3

Cauldron

This cauldron: iron hard consonants

Wrapped round and shaped by the curve of vowel.

What will it not encompass?

What shall never be encompassed by it?

.

Awen is greater than this cauldron’s expanse,

Awen is deeper than its deep resounding belly.

Powerful is the echo of that fortress of truth,

Yet an echo in the hills of distant thunder is what it is.

The ocean roar of awen in the cursive chambers of shell and bone:

A whisper of voices, millions, there are millions, from the deep before.

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Deep as this cauldron is, and as ancient as its gigantic creators,

It cannot contain the horizons of Annwfn.

One part is understood and named,

Four-fifths remain eternally hidden.

A clear light blinds by its brightness

And the shadows deepen wherever it shines.

It cannot be named by names, it cannot be sung by songs,

It cannot be understood by philosophy,

It cannot be measured by maps.

Look up, look down, at the revolving stars:

It is there and not there.

Stir the bubbling verses in the honey cauldron:

It is there and not there.

In the breath and in the void

It escapes the understanding as the sun at sunset,

As the cuckoo in winter,

As the wren in the hedgerow.

There and not there,

A diminishing cry

Stirring the mind of poets.

.

He grows from his words – the seeds of sound

On the soil of listening silence.

Embodied, he is mystic light, a tricky one, iron hard steel.

An evolution of the world’s voice found in the dark tombs,

A clothing of golden brocade for liquid tongues.

They whisper in circles in their root-wrapped rooms.

The transcendence of death by the sages, by the brave,

By the wise, by the heroes who pass between, who pass on.

I have placed the words of the past in my body.

Golden, they rise up when my tongue bids it.

The mead flows, we drink and are drunk upon it.

.

The deep speaks, and it stirs the deeper still.

We are echoes and can trawl

The life beneath the single

Small light of the soul.

This voice overtones infrasound.

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WAR HAS CAST THEM

War has cast them off the mountain

And they have never yet returned

Except their tattered ghosts minding flocks

And the wind and the rain and the ravens.

The stone, green under soil.

The soil, black under sedge.

The distance sailing above cloud

Shaped by worlds beyond reach,

Reciting the names, reciting the names.

—

SOME GO

They weave these times of plague

with threads of brighter days.

Sharing the names of farms and families:

Nain, hen nain, hen hen nain,

and the tales of the tales she told.

The hearths swept and re-laid

for an eventual return

after the storms of the world blow by;

the family bible left open at Lamentations.

Some go into the hills,

finding the silent walls

moss green, wide strewn;

the signs all but lost,

like the songs of living and dying:

the songs of harvest, the songs of planting,

the songs of weaving, the songs of lamenting,

the songs of losing and of finding.

It is the songs of living

that we have lost forever;

the songs of simple doing

that told us we were not alone

in feeling the rhythms of breath

as muscles worked and tasks completed.

It is all silent in the hills now.

cloud and curlew,

raven and lark.

Memories fade

as the farmhouse walls

tumble under moss.

Hold on to the names,

the farms, the families,

the cherished dead.

Over their heads

the world changes.

Plague days,

words dying.

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The Epynt is an area of high uplands between the Brecon Beacons and the Cambrian Mountains in Mid Wales. A strong, rural, Welsh speaking area, the Epynt was cleared of people at the start of the Second World War so that the land could become an artillery training area. Eighty farms were given a few months to pack up and leave, breaking and dispersing a robust culture to find their own way miles away from their homes. After eighty years the land is still possessed by the government and this year many descendents have got together to remember their families, where they lived, where they moved, who remembers tales of the old days.

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AN ARTIST DIES

There will be one this morning

who walks out on the hill untroubled

by the mist and the rain.

Watching with a new eye the bright lichen

on the slick rock, the bobbing wagtail

by the water’s edge.

.

Who will wonder only a little

At the acheless knees, the easy breath,

as he climbs the high ridge out of the oaks.

.

Who will never forget the beauty, nor the love,

but who is still drawn on by a certain brightness,

Like something long forgotten now returning.

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There is a distant sea of weeping and emptiness,

A yearning somewhere far off beyond the day’s glint,

somewhere where everything is still the same,

though somehow veiled and trammelled.

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And he shall walk among his sheep

without them lifting their heads, even.

And his dogs will wag their tails,

then look around bemused;

and the cat will stare and stare,

blinking once so very, very slowly.

.

And what was unfinished there

in the studio,

now seems utterly complete,

even so.

Good enough to leave untouched,

good enough to say what needs to be said.

The careful line, the hint of colours:

there is no end to this work.

A brand new sketchbook,

open and white,

is waiting.

—

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EXIT STRATEGY

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Easy to make reckless plans with full bellies,

But many hearts sank in silence amid the wild enthusiasm.

To drag us all into darkness is the destiny of heroic leaders,

And it is they and their names will be ever remembered

By the sleek, sleazy poets collecting their nightly gold.

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Of course, there were plans and there was strategy.

Of course, it was not immediate – that dissolution

Into the suffocating mists of isolating fear.

The poets’ make clear that there was some fine history there.

But we went into the great design believing we brought light and honour

And hoping quietly for at least a little plunder to justify the slaughter.

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No one had told us that the air there would be sharper than our steel;

That our proud bellowing voices would be snuffed out

Only by the weight of the unutterable silence of that place.

That the chains that chaffed us, ( the poet’s said), were the very sinews

That held our bones and breath, our only strength, our only continuity.

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We shall be mocked and sneered at by any who survive,

Even refined orators driven mad by the senselessness and broken screams of it.

These bright heroes dragged dizzy from the conflagration of hearts,

Goodness sold for pennies or twisted into shields to refute incompetence.

Greed disguised as quest. That tomb will not be opened.

No triple spells to cajole the lost towards a familiar banality.

No back to normal as the ghostly voices weigh down the thin air

With starved dreams and the corpses of tomorrow’s children.

Nothing but worms, now, of glory.

A heroic sunset it was, and now the cold darkness is creeping in.

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